Third Blog!

Okay, so I've decided to make another blogspot attached to this one. The newer one (not too sure what the new URL will be) will be dedicated to all my school business and stuff. I'm actually finding myself annoyed that this blog has a lot of posts dedicated to school work and whatnot.

*Goes to work on new blog*

Gloomy Day Is GOOD DAY!

:D Today is extremely overcast - GLOOMY!
Gloomy days are always so relaxing.
Did you know that it usually rains on gloomy days like this? I love the rain!!
Have I ever mentioned how much I love gloomy days?
XD


Anyways.
Yes, I'm in a pretty good mood because 1) Sueoka isn't here! YAYYYY! and 2) ITS A GLOOMY DAY! Muahahahaha!
In any case, my sticker is almost done. Exciting, ne? I'll have a nice shirt... sooner or later...
But it comes at a price... Sueoka will be here. ):
alksgjsdg.
Man, I'm just so anxious to opt out of this class.


In any case, I need to catch up on my chemistry stuff... I think I'm still failing.
Again. Good fun, eh? ._.

Annoyances

Annoyance one: I'm in graphics. Ugh, you have no idea how ANNOYING this class is to me now. ._.

Annoyance two: I have loads of homework again. Great, day one back and wooooshh- more homework.

Annoyance three: I'm failing chem again and passing AP English and History with Cs. How the freak did that happen? ):

Annoyance four: I'm SUPER tired. I need a break...






._.
I really don't want to be me right about now. In all seriousness, I wish I could just hide under a rock and pretend that I was some bug or something, without a worry in the world...

The Big Weekend

Yep, this is it! Finally, a NON-BORING weekend, packed with nothing but music, music, and even more music. My kind of weekend, as you all know. ^__^

So today is the day the school has been waiting for: the day that determines whether we make the play-offs. I can feel the excitement of the Varsity players. JV plays Kaiser all over again (Oooh, I hope they bring their band! I would LOVE to see them again), and the Varsity is playing Kalaheo, who doesn't have a band. You know what that means. ;) Time for the JCHS band to shine like none other again. Wooh, Go Sabers! ♥♥

Tomorrow is Saturday, being HASMB rehearsal again. Rehearsals at Kamehameha this time, so I'm guaranteed to have some major fun. JCHS band members have been showing their enthusiasm; we all get together to play the HASMB parade songs prior to our high school rehearsals. ^__^ Plus, I get to see Russell, Elle, Empuu, Peej, and alllll my awesome flute player friends. Wooh!

Sunday is my piano recital. Matsu-Sensei implored that I wear something fancy this time, not just jeans and whatnot. I wonder what she's expecting me to wear... a dress maybe? haha. I think NOT! Oh, and I get to hang out with Jon (Pac-5) and Jenna... oh wait, no. I think she graduated. T_T Nuuu! Oh well, I have a little more time left.

I'm actually investing in this piccolo on Amazon. It looks good! But... Mr. Kea said that an excellent brand of piccolos is a Germeinhart, all steel... I don't know. The one I found was a Barrington, half steel half plastic. Is that good? I know plastic oboes sound like shit. Lmao.

That's all for now, I might update later. Or maybe not...


ps. I'm rereading Kaikan Phrase, and I'm at vol. 15... I'm so excited! I love this manga... as cliche as the storyline is. ^__^;;

Time To Focus

Concerning my previous blog entry, I feel it necessary for me to disregard any questions of what happened...
and to just move on with life.

I have no time to sulk and dread all the awful things that happened yesterday; I have too much work.
So I'll proceed to let you know what's going on again... when the time is right.

All I can gut out to you guys is that I have truck-loads of chemistry work to be done, which I'll begin to do...


Now.

Another Closed Chapter...

I wish I could understand myself more... then I'd know exactly why this torments me.


For the first time in some time... I just...
I really want to shrivel up in the dark and be alone...

Words escape me... even for this overwhelmingly oppressing feeling...
:(

Catch Up Ketchup!: Another Prolonged Update.

Sorry that I haven't really been updating lately. Been a little busy with a few things, especially over the break.
But I'm back up, so expect more updates. If I don't update... kick me. ^__^

So my grade point average for my classes this term isn't as bad as it could've been. I'm glad, actually. I sustained a B average for the term. However, I don't think telling my mother that the new A-standard is a 3.8 and above will really assuage her. God damn... oh well. I think I'm alright with a B average this year. Next year, I don't even think I'm going to take AP courses. I'll be earning 9 credits this year anyways, which is one more than most people earn per year (8). So as of now, I have two more credits than most people in my graduating class (18 vs. 16... Thank you band!).
Here's my plan. This is also subject to change because I'm actually not too sure what I have left to take care of. If I'm correct... all I have to do is Psyche-Sociology, Japanese I-II, and a few more electives. Gotta talk to Mrs. Young, but here's what I have planned:

Session One:

1. Japanese I
2. Band
3. --
4. Psyche


Session Two:
1. Japanese II
2. Band
3. --
4. --


The -- means I'm not too sure what I'm going to have there. A filler, maybe. But my main goal is to just get my required stuff taken care of. Maybe I can fit AC Core in there AGAIN! That class was awesome. Yay for Mr. Kea! Actually, you know what? I have 1 full credit for Health and Guidance when all I needed was half a credit. I wonder what that good will do me.
Also, for senior summer school, I plan on taking summer school PE at Kapolei again and achieve my goal of getting fit again. I think the only reason why I want to do it is to get into the habit again. I don't stick to physical fitness unless I'm forced in the beginning. Then it becomes natural. Hooray!!! ^___^

Aside from school, I've been having a grand old time with my family. I had thought I realized this before hand, but the actual impact of the realization never happened until now. My family does take me into consideration in all matters that affect us.
So recently we were faced with a moving threat (well, to me it was a threat) and it wasn't a leisure choice, it was a decision based on surviving and keeping the family well sustained. Turns out that my mother and I (including grandparents) will not be leaving, but my dad will. As shitty as that is, it's for the best... and I hate admitting that fact. Although I'll be staying, I'll be daddy-less at home now. This is very new to me...
But shit happens I guess.


The halloween plans have been reduced to rubble... yet again. The original plan was to rent a hotel for the weekend for halloween, but the family found out that my uncle is coming in the day before halloween for some kind of surgery. While my mother will be out and about tending to her brother, someone will need to stay home for those days that he's there - which happens to be Friday, Saturday, and Sunday - to take care of my grandparents. I guess I shouldn't complain; if I were in the hospital and my family had similar plans, they'd cancel out to be with me too. :)


So NO ONE wants to fucking take me to see Death Note II today... ._. That I'm mad about. Would someone like to tell me how often foreign films like DEATH NOTE come to Hawaii?! AND FOR TWO SCREENINGS ONLY! O_O;;
...Oh well. I guess it can't be helped. Sorry Daigoro, Justin and Peachie don't love me enough. X.x

I guess that was all the update that was needed. Hm, I wrote up a good portion... until next time. Ciao.

Long Day!

My day is exactly what the title says it's going to be.
A long. Freakin'. Day.

First thing is first. Graphics. Yeah, I gotta get a lot of things done in graphics before the day is over.
I still have to finish my newsletter, although I'm almost done.
Then I have to do my sticker, which may take a while what with the cricut setup and peeling... and crap...

Then there's chem. Hm... well I won't get into that. You can all just assume I have a bit to do.
I mean, the work itself isn't too hard, but the work? It's just tedious. ):

Braitsch I need to do the rubric. Ugh. Tedious. And annoying.


Then there's homecoming.
So I can't my damn uniform. Huzzah.
I need to go and fit for one that Kea may have.
._.

Wish me luck, everyone.